really like being who I am. I am confident that there is someone who will tangle into my life in such a clever way that I won't be able to push them out like I always do. But I wouldn't be human if there weren't nights like tonight where I wish that it were sooner.
"If you’re feeling frightened about what comes next, don’t be. Embrace the uncertainty. Allow it to lead you places. Be brave as it challenges you to exercise both your heart and your mind as you create your own path towards happiness. Don’t waste time with regret. Spin wildly into your next action. Enjoy the present, each moment, as it comes; because you’ll never get another one quite like it. And if you should ever look up and find yourself lost, simply take a breath and start over. Retrace your steps and go back to the purest place in your heart… where your hope lives. You’ll find your way again."
You might ask what i'm searching for, and while I can't explain it, I know when I find it, I'll know... through the smoke and past the mirrors.