Awww Manda Grace you are not a "total loser" Stop this nonsense and you're allowed to cry. You're allowed to be a beautiful mess collapsing into someones arms. We are all human we all have our breaking points its finding the people that are the gluers the people that think were the best puzzle they've ever found and they try harder than all the king's men to put our fragile humpty dumpty lives back together time after time :) LOVE YOU!!!
Wish I could give you a big hug! Sorry I haven't been around much. I'm making visiting blogs more of a priority starting... now. I've missed reading your posts. You are resilient, so pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and give yourself a great big hug from all your friends in cyber-space.