Jul 2, 2010

I wish that I had no hesitations about my feelings, ever. Unfortunately I second guess almost everything in my life--not necessarily my feelings, but if they're validated. I often toss back and forth the question: If I'm not comfortable talking about this to the people that used to be/are closest to me, am I (1) not doing the right thing or (2) just don't want to hear them lecture me? Maybe a mixture of both, but inside I'm keeping secrets that are eating at me. It's so indecisive even in my own brain that I go back and forth between the real world and irrational land.

"Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano"...

1 comment:

  1. I'm exactly the same...It can be really really frustrating! I wish I knew what to suggest. Buuut, I guess if I had a solution to something like this, I wouldn't be suffering from the same thing :-P