Define chemistry for me. And I don't mean the subject, I mean chemistry with people--sexual, friendship, love, connection. I'm curious to know how you see it. You can leave me anonymous comments if you're not a blogger, but I know you guys read my jumbled thoughts and often make sense of them.
After you define it, tell me why I often find it with someone I can make a list of reasons is off limits either for me or for them? I'm not looking for ordinary connections anymore. I've done that, it burns out, it feels empty. I'm looking for something I'm so caught up in that my whole body feels electric. I want to feel a desire that 40 years later can't be ignored. Isn't that everyone's plan though? I had a conversation with a dear friend yesterday in her drunken mess that we're intensely the same about this: we want so much to let someone in, but we're so busy putting walls up or protecting our borders that we're already pushing them out. we choose the people who are safe, who we know we'll never actually fall for--and ignore the chemistry.
Just some thoughts for today my little loves.